none As I look into your eyes I see what it may bring for once I think I am right that if I stay with you it will be the end of what I am no more late nights and staying up late keeping you from getting worried when I don't come home no more of the playboys or pent house for once in my life I found one thing I can look at and its better then a MAG no more of borrowing money or stealing from your purse cause with out you it feels like a curse going back to school just to see you cause for once in my life I want to see you smile I know you love me even though I ride a bus I love you for who you are and please don't make a fuss when I say for once in my life I found an angel and this time for once I don't feel like dying you are the pills that I have to take this love I show its not fake and all I want in life is you for once in my life I fell in love and for once I feel like I'm not crying cause when I wake up I see you in my arms holding me dreaming of not letting go feeling no rush as I dream of going on one knee and asking "you will you marry me?"
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the way i keep my comments to myself . the way i never speak my mind . the way i keep a smile on my face . the way i love you regardless of everything . the way i stay true to you, even though i know you doin me dirty . the way i can't stand to see you hurt . the way i put my problems to the side for you . the way i feel for you period . the way i would stop the world for you . the way i would kill anybody that tries anything to hurt you . the way i try my best to keep you satisfied . but then i ask myself, "why you going through this if you can do much better " i reply to myself, "can you really ... ?" .
the way i'm feelin for you now is a feeling that i havent felt in a very long time .
i havent had anyone - - that i can honestly say that i love wit all my heart . that i can talk to about anything . that i can see myself with . that i can at least hope they love me back as much as i do them . that i can think about all day . that i can care about their feelings . that i can say that i've cried for . that i would want to change my lifestyle for .
i don't know if you see that though .
why would you settle for less - - somebody that dont give a f_ck about you . somebody that loves someone else . somebody that doesnt even love you half as much as i do . somebody who says im better for you .
i ain't finna put it all on you . i know i f_cked up . i cheated . everyone makes mistakes .
i want to be with you, but the question is --
do you want to be with me ? do you love me as equally as i do ? do you feel the same way i do ? do you need me like i need you ?
but do you honestly think that i deserve being lied to
Oh! you are more difficult than me teat, And when you finish your hihg school? For me only 8 months more, Sometime i really wnat time to walk fast nas. And waiting that day come soon.
I'm not so fine te friend. Cos study hard nas. You know I have to study part time of physic everyday at 6am, even on sunday also study too. No weekend with me more. Cos study everyday. I have to study like this for 8 months. Yu nas...... You know now a day for me go very slowly nas. How about you? Have anything to tell me ort?
I heard that your brother is going to visite here in next year, right? For my school so bord. I really want to finish this grade soon nas. Cos everyday study hard.:-( How your school?
i went to dinner with her tonight and it was good we didnt fight. it made me feel better. so enough about that, what u up to school or work? u play drums right?
lol..u can but not me.. coz dont have any medical insurance te. so..if just want gal then have to kill my teeth with sugar nos..ort ev tee.merl tov..hehe..